So dogs were in my room, and I keep hearing this noise that I can't quite place.  I'm looking around and not finding anything and then it happens again.  My littlest dog is sucking his lips...  Think it's because he wasn't with his mom long enough - but it's fucking cute XP



Anyway, schools done for a few weeks, finals are over, and I really need to clean my room...  should have started last night but nope! Tegaki E and IM's held my interest long enough to let me pop a few stress pictures out.  I think I'm getting better at it, although looking around at some of the other people on it I feel inadequate.











... and that is pretty much it. Now that  finals are over and I have a little bit more free time I'll be drawing more~ this makes me happy. My family is planning trips and when I know more I'll put the word out, otherwise not much more to talk about.  How are you?

Hey guys, don't be ass holes.

All End stuff (webcomic) is now here.

: D

Went to the cost (Monterey) with four of my friends.  Our last night there we decided it was time for a drinking game.  Out of these four friends I have only seen one of them drunk (she comindered the elevator and ran around the hotel in nothing but a blanket and boots) so I was looking forward to it.  It takes a lot to make me drunk so I usually get to play the part of hair holding or getting people to bed or water if they need it. We chose the movie "Balls of Fury" and flipped a coin for lines.  S (the girl) got Whenever someone says balls and then we added every time someone scored a point because it stopped happening after a while. D (girls boyfriend) got every time there is a slow motion/Matrix shot.  C (other male friend) got Whenever someone is hit with a dart (It happens like four/three times in the whole movie - cheater! ).  M (that would be me) got 'Ping Pong'... yeah, needless to say I drank a lot. D and S did too but not quite as much as I did.

So end of the move S: one straight shot, four mixed.  D: one straight shot, three and 1/2 mixed. C: one straight shot, 1/2 mixed drink. M: one straight shot, six mixed.

Out of all of us S was the most... silly, D got slow, C was faking but he did feel a buzz, I was just happy.  Then S latches onto me, apparently when she can't go wreak havoc on a hotel she becomes affectionate.  Affectionate meaning she wants in my pants.  I don't know why she chose me and not her boyfriend who was sitting right next to her, and was sleeping in the same bed as her.  Yeah, so S is sitting on my legs and trying to strip me, the guys are kinda watching kinda drunk kinda getting ready for bed, and not believing my "D! Come collect your girlfriend, she's trying to rape me!" calls for help.  S starts giggling, tucks her arms in and I'm sure she was trying to nuzzle into my chest, it would have worked if her head went a little lower.  I now have a broken nose.  Its just one of those things that I looked back on (three seconds latter) and laughed at.  Its hilarious.

So other than that the most memorable thing would be C and D swimming in the freezing water of the bay. We ran back up to the condo's pool/jacuzzi to get them warm. D lips were turning blue.

So anyway, I'm working on a new... project.
It's a comic, and the scripting is limited (which usually works out sooo well for me *sarcasm*) but I needed to do it. It was eating a hole in my head.

So yeah, this is the site: End

and I'll be putting up rough stuff on here eventually.

Loves,
M

Damn I’m starting to miss simple things from a relationship.  For a while I was missing her, and then I got over it.  But what I’m missing more and more are the simple things, walking together, holding hands, kisses, I’m not even missing sex more than I am cuddles. 

She has moved to Idaho to live with a divorced man that has two kids, she met him on the net.  Yay for her, but really I’m worried about her.  I know she needs someone to take care of her and that she has commitment issues, but she moved from California to Idaho, away from everyone and everything that she knows.  I don’t know anything about their relationship, or if she is still going to school.  This might be the part of me that still loves her but I really don’t want her to get hurt.  I keep telling myself to let her live her life and let her make mistakes, but you know, its hard advice to follow when I know all her self-destructive tendencies.  Her other ex is worried too, mostly mad because she started the relationship with this guy while she was still with him, but still worried.

I haven’t heard from her in a month.

Lately I have begun to realize that I am more M then Em.

So busy busy busy, and more busy.

School, work, two side jobs. Yay. Oh cleaning my room out because I got a new shinny desk that I molest as I sit at it. Its big and black and its more like a work bench in that I can stand up and it hits my waist (Considering I'm around 6' this is hard to come by). Its weird going through all the things that have collected over the years. Going trough old sketchbooks makes me cringe, but I couldn't help tearing out some pages to redraw latter.

Oh I have to get it out there. I live in the central valley in California, we are a major farming and livestock area. North of the town I live in in Livingston, Foster Farms central (in short there are a lot of chickens). To transport said chickens they are put into cages and loaded onto big rigs (I cant look at them). Sometimes the cages break open or kids think its funny to cut the locks on them. So my brother, mom, and I were on the way back from the weekly dinner at my grandfathers when we hear a loud thunk, and then blood and chicken parts are all over our windshield. Lovely... my mom is cussing up a storm and pulling off to go to a gas station, my brother is sleeping and I'm gagging. This will be something I look back on and laugh at... or gag some more.

On a plus note I found a puppy that is about the cutest thing since the word cute. She's hard to get pictures of because she's a really solid black on the top and light on the bottom. I'll try some more latter. Calling her Nyx because of her coloring http://www.pantheon.org/articles/n/nyx.html and because the other dog is Odie (Odysseus from The Odyssey) man I'm a dork.

this is awesome -if not awesome then definitely up there-

If you were intending to buy a Jacket for US$60.00, you could instead buy:

ten hours in a mediocre English hotel two hundred and twenty-four 420g tins of Tesco value baked beans two days of rent for a 2-bedroom terraced house in central England four kung-fu lessons one hundred and fifty millilitres of human blood four hours of movies on DVD one sixth of a low-end camcorder two kilograms of fair trade organic ground coffee thirty-three pints of horrible beer at some sort of happy-hour thing one eightieth of a real human skeleton

What are you thinking of buying?

I might buy for UK pounds sterlingCanadian dollarsAustralian dollarsEurosUS dollars

I start classes again on the 14th, all morning/afternoon classes so I'm trying to make some sort of schedule so I can wake up in time, although I'm sure that after the first week I'll be getting up by four or five again... I'll be going in to check with my doctor to see if I'll be in a wheelchair for a while. It may be re constructive surgeries, knee replacements (which sadly will not last), or the ever fun wheelchair. Anyway have some random things I drew tonight!
( Random Crap )

ok, so I'm searching around for some nice wheelchairs (suggestions?) I have a cane/crutches/transport wheelchair but I'm going to need a good chair soon. I was looking at this one http://www.1800wheelchair.com/asp/view-product.asp?product_id=1674 but it won't fold... D:

I'm making this a sketch journal too XP

"I wanted to wear white cotton dresses, pick daisies in a field, sing heterosexual folk songs to every cow, and have my picture taken in front of America's post offices."
~Flaming Iguanas, by Erika Lopez